Mid-sem result

I got 37/53 for BUSINESS AND MANAGERIAL STATISTICS whereas Wei Ping can get 50/53. Although mid sem is only 15% but it might cause me lost an A for this paper. T_T I’m very disappointed with myself and regret didn’t study properly.

I always lagging, relax and behave like don’t care whether I finished my revision or not. Hmmm… I know regret also no use but I cannot DISCIPLINE myself to guai guai study. My mind always busy planning for holiday, think of getting new hp, think what is the best way to save money and don’t let myself get hungry, think about internet shopping, think about flight ticket and so on…. I stay in uni everyday but I can spend nearly RM500 for internet shopping.. KICK AH!! I really don’t know what to say about myself.. :P

The time I enter this uni, I told myself must study hard aim for first class degree then take Kursus Perguruan Lepas Ijazah (KPLJ) after I graduate to become a teacher-my real ambition. Sometime I will think that since I already decide to take KPLJ, first class or no first class doesn’t matter at all, why not relax and enjoy uni life??? Why want to stress myself so much to do the things that I’m not qualify for it??

BUT BUT BUT another voice in my inner heart say I must always do my best and aim for first class. DON’T CRY BEFORE TRY!!!! DON’T GIVE UP EASILY!! This stupid voice makes me feel guilty and always wake up early. Hmmm….

I feel I’m sot sot dei.. ^_^